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19 June, 2005

My mind is ready for school

Authorities are a bunch of racist fucks. The joy has begun! It has been a week since UOA 2 and a bloody continuous teet sound is still in my ear. Sleepless nights rock! ATTENTION MY CRIPLING MUSICIANS! I am your immunised slut.!!!!.....drum rolls please....At least my sickness is coming to an end. Lighting up pink & black candles around the room won't be a tedious task anymore! I hear stomping yes i did. It's my goddamn terrapin coming back for more vengeance. Listen! I don't have to make this official but the second coming of God will require more than softcore porn, mini-bar gin and Viagra. Quote unquote. Yes almost everything here was quote unquote. Just believe what you believe.

Well here's something new! I ain't much of a blogger and what the hell am i doing here..I'm trying my best to resist being the rest who put in daily actions...but...KABOOM!! I wouldnt want my private life to online! The online world is an evil place where everyone is pretty! Bloody hell! No one wouldnt wanna be themselves when they are online. At least my intro would be short dark & ugly!! BE fair bloody homosapiens.

TO CLARIFY:
I bear no grudges towards anyone unless you have my stuff for more than 3 months and don't bother telling me about it. Even the fine print of my dad's painting eludes me & I forget how little time there is to bother about people who aren't worthy to be friends with.
Bloody had a good time away from schools and not seeing bloody lecturers, lecture/class mates. The pain really antagonized me on increasing that much hatred on them. Like what the fuck? Bloody bengs around the school have colored and long hair and my is even yet to touch my shirt & I've been given an offense letter. Shit! Isn't there any justice or equality left? Are the majority ruling us all and letting the minority flee????????? bleah..i couldn't careless..that pretty sums up of how fucked up Singapore is. Maybe after LKY's death, things will be so much fucking better.

BUT THE IMPORTANCE IS TO ALWAYS:
1) Be prepared of what seems to be the biggest catastrophic event ever! No god will bloody save you wahahwhahawhahahahah!!
2) Outsider's view on your work may not be that fucking important for the goal that you've created. So just block off all those slutty remarks.

Oh ya. I can't wait to be sodomized my Slipknot! If only the bloody worried parents not know about this upcoming gig, it will be a success. BUT! One fucking letter to the press would bring down the concert.................let us all stay positive and keep our hopes HIGH!! DO NOT BE NEGATIVE! A slutty friend of mine have high hopes that the concert will be canceled. OH YEAH? To hell with you. What's up with you liking all these metal/rock stuff but you fucking place your chips on Slipknot getting canceled??? huh?!
Okay..i shan't continue on that. School's a bitch. It definitely won't be a bitch if i get to choose what i want. Like course, classmates...but what the hell...I'm already like HALFWAY completing it so there's no damn use complaining about it now...I GUESS.

I hope the upcoming week won't be a fucking strenuous one cause i wouldnt wanna get bad dreams. It has come to me that BAD DREAMS cause fever. NO! my definition of bad dream isn't about a ghost humping you or a loved one died or something in that nature. HELL NO! What i saw from bad dreams were that they are unexplainable. I know some dreams are unexplainable too but i know you fuckers enjoyed it the whole night. This particular dream from what i think involves your brain to bloody think about it and when thers sort of "not much power left generating the information" the body will get sick or something...I had experienced this shit thrice and it scared the living fuck out of me. Thiss..thiss...unexplainable weird dreams. I've tried this thing called Recalling Dreams. This guy said that in one night, an average of 10 dreams will be "played" in our mind. & he actually tried his best to wake up after each dream n recorded it down. I did try it but hell..i was too lazy to wake up. I even told myself that it's a dream! You can touch everyone inside and wont get into any trouble! But NO! I was too afraid to touch people in my dreams...dreams can also be an alarm clock huh...

I seriously wouldnt know the reason on why i typed all this down..might be the low tbc rate.

To Fazlinah: Heres my part of the dedication. miss ya too
To Umar: Dude! i need more help hah :P

If mankind is illustrated, are we pencils or erasers? Write the score? Or ride the whore?


Hast.