The suck for your solution

"Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave."

A truly well-inspired quote from the Arch Dandy himself.

Let us begin today's tale.

Pain & suffering do revolve around us on a daily basis. The unfortunate ones would probably experienced it much more than others. Even if an individual would have an awesome strong mind, the tsunami of agony will never fail to penetrate that frail shit.

So what's your solution?

Turn to the Almighty?
Drown yourself with poisons? 
Engaging in self-inflicting hurt shit?
Kill your loved ones?

I can't help you on this. It' just boils down to your own perception of life. You have the media, education ministries, government, weekly sermons, your parents to guide/influence/brainwash you in whatever freaking way you wish to put it. The only thing I'd say? To not be totally reliable on your heart. God gave you brains damn it. Utilize it well. It's a complex organ. Yes. But that do not give you the right to do really fucking stupid things. Please...oh pretty pretty please do not let fucked up individuals tell you what to do when obviously that shit is just wrong.

Everybody is trying his or her best to achieve that wonderful feeling of being perfect. Having everything in life..tons of money, awesome shelter, lovely partner. etc etc etc etc etc. Is it really that possible? I've never cared about achieving all these in life but obviously I'd work my ass off just so that my life would be comfortable and I'm capable of providing for my family.  My dream life you may ask?

* Sufficient cash for a comfortable life
* Shelter that is filled with love and actual "home-feeling"
* Partner who is always there to love and pick you up when you're stuck in the darkest abyss
* Happiness

Even at this stage, those 4 points are still impossible. The road to it maybe arduous. There will be multiple letdowns but fuck it. I'm going to show the world that I'm capable. Those points..they are keeping me alive..
Waking up each day brings me closer to that dream. I won't give it up & I won't let it crumble.

The date.. 13 months ago

The envious breeze swooped down upon me the moment her tears start to drip..drop by drop from her smudged eyes. Creating an incessant flow of black liquid down her chest...

Never has it been done in such a way..a way that involves so much malice. A way that is pretty fucking inhuman. The lights creating a silhouette that smothered her smile with grief & agony..still thinking on whether it's the right choice. Either for him or for her. Both are stuck in a mindless confrontation that could sparked a million demon congregating on this land.

Not taking things for granted will result in me being totally ignorant of whichever situation that might occur.