gggggggggggg

29 January, 2006

the last day on earth


Yesterday was a million years ago
In all my past lives I played an asshole
Now I found you, it's almost too late
And this earth seems obliviating

We are trembling in our crutches
High and dead our skin is glass
I'm so empty here without you
I crack my xerox hands

I know it's the last day on earth
We'll be together while the planet dies
I know it's the last day on earth
We'll never say goodbye

The dogs slaughter each other softly
Love burns it's casualties
We are damaged provider modules
Spill the seeds at our children's feet
I'm so empty here without you
I know they want me dead

I know it's the last day on earth
We'll be together while the planet dies
I know it's the last day on earth
We'll never say goodbye.

:/ ....

12 January, 2006

Evil Bible


Fire Breathing Dragons


"Can you draw out Leviathan with a fishhook? Or press down his tongue with a cord? "Can you put a rope in his nose Or pierce his jaw with a hook? "Will he make many supplications to you, Or will he speak to you soft words? "Will he make a covenant with you? Will you take him for a servant forever? "Will you play with him as with a bird, Or will you bind him for your maidens? "Will the traders bargain over him? Will they divide him among the merchants? "Can you fill his skin with harpoons, Or his head with fishing spears? "Lay your hand on him; Remember the battle; you will not do it again! "Behold, your expectation is false; Will you be laid low even at the sight of him? "No one is so fierce that he dares to arouse him; Who then is he that can stand before Me? "Who has given to Me that I should repay {him?} {Whatever} is under the whole heaven is Mine.

"I will not keep silence concerning his limbs, Or his mighty strength, or his orderly frame. "Who can strip off his outer armor? Who can come within his double mail? "Who can open the doors of his face? Around his teeth there is terror. "{His} strong scales are {his} pride, Shut up {as with} a tight seal. "One is so near to another That no air can come between them. "They are joined one to another; They clasp each other and cannot be separated. "His sneezes flash forth light, And his eyes are like the eyelids of the morning. "Out of his mouth go burning torches; Sparks of fire leap forth. "Out of his nostrils smoke goes forth As {from} a boiling pot and {burning} rushes. "His breath kindles coals, And a flame goes forth from his mouth. "In his neck lodges strength, And dismay leaps before him. "The folds of his flesh are joined together, Firm on him and immovable. "His heart is as hard as a stone, Even as hard as a lower millstone.

"When he raises himself up, the mighty fear; Because of the crashing they are bewildered. "The sword that reaches him cannot avail, Nor the spear, the dart or the javelin. "He regards iron as straw, Bronze as rotten wood. "The arrow cannot make him flee; Slingstones are turned into stubble for him. "Clubs are regarded as stubble; He laughs at the rattling of the javelin. "His underparts are {like} sharp potsherds; He spreads out {like} a threshing sledge on the mire. "He makes the depths boil like a pot; He makes the sea like a jar of ointment. "Behind him he makes a wake to shine; One would think the deep to be gray-haired. "Nothing on earth is like him, One made without fear. "He looks on everything that is high; He is king over all the sons of pride."
(Job 41:1-34 NAS)

05 January, 2006

The Stains of Yesteryears

"The valley of death we are free"
"Your Father's Your Prison You see"

Everything is going at a very fast pace that even lightning cannot strike. The feeling is so strong. It seems, as there isn't much motivation or even energy left. Passing out is imminent. The apocalypse is here. Behold the almighty. The fake messiah that pounces on everyone who has weird lifestyle. Shitty cunt.


Sorry, 4 days wrong & I've been caught in a dilemma. What's there to kill it? Or better. To solve it. Knowing myself, I'll be too lazy to even bother. Why must this happen? Can't one just live and be happy? And just die when everything sucks? Why must it be this way? Why must misery control everybody's life? Why wasn't there any chance?


Everything makes me sick. The one that I want is just impossible. I just want to be happy.I am quite convinced as always....that wrong ideas are right. If we're together as one, the bigger brain will be there. We will be it. The ache was benign. That's very rare.


Please be advised: If you don't understand, then you ARE in complete admiration of this aggressive-fashion-rape-symphony and the syntax of the conductor. Now breathe slowly.


Will it be a dream come true? I don't know. It has been bugging me for an awfully long period of time. I wanted it fast! But I failed. I won't admit defeat until I TRY! How bizarre is that....I don't even dare to begin. How can it even be a fairy tale ending? Or is there even any? 3 possible answers are stuck in my head. How I wish the sweet one would be given to me. Or there's nothing for me.. I'm just a facade covering the atmosphere you're in. Why bother? I'll still be able to see but not communicate....that is really saddening.


Once again, another post which doesn't make any sense. Yes. It doesn't.


Happy Birthday to the greatest artist of all time.

The Arch Dandy.

The Antichrist Superstar.

The Reverend of COS.

The God of Fuck.

Marilyn Manson.



You've made me like this. You've influenced me badly.
Your works woke me up and made me realised what life actually is..

"A catless grin with smoke for words,
I love all those who let me."