The Stains of Yesteryears

"The valley of death we are free"
"Your Father's Your Prison You see"

Everything is going at a very fast pace that even lightning cannot strike. The feeling is so strong. It seems, as there isn't much motivation or even energy left. Passing out is imminent. The apocalypse is here. Behold the almighty. The fake messiah that pounces on everyone who has weird lifestyle. Shitty cunt.

Sorry, 4 days wrong & I've been caught in a dilemma. What's there to kill it? Or better. To solve it. Knowing myself, I'll be too lazy to even bother. Why must this happen? Can't one just live and be happy? And just die when everything sucks? Why must it be this way? Why must misery control everybody's life? Why wasn't there any chance?

Everything makes me sick. The one that I want is just impossible. I just want to be happy.I am quite convinced as always....that wrong ideas are right. If we're together as one, the bigger brain will be there. We will be it. The ache was benign. That's very rare.

Please be advised: If you don't understand, then you ARE in complete admiration of this aggressive-fashion-rape-symphony and the syntax of the conductor. Now breathe slowly.

Will it be a dream come true? I don't know. It has been bugging me for an awfully long period of time. I wanted it fast! But I failed. I won't admit defeat until I TRY! How bizarre is that....I don't even dare to begin. How can it even be a fairy tale ending? Or is there even any? 3 possible answers are stuck in my head. How I wish the sweet one would be given to me. Or there's nothing for me.. I'm just a facade covering the atmosphere you're in. Why bother? I'll still be able to see but not communicate....that is really saddening.

Once again, another post which doesn't make any sense. Yes. It doesn't.

Happy Birthday to the greatest artist of all time.

The Arch Dandy.

The Antichrist Superstar.

The Reverend of COS.

The God of Fuck.

Marilyn Manson.

You've made me like this. You've influenced me badly.
Your works woke me up and made me realised what life actually is..

"A catless grin with smoke for words,
I love all those who let me."