The Second

It's 6pm here. The 15 of June. Dark and cold evening. Rays of sun could still be seen touching the surface over at home. Nonetheless, I'm enjoying every bit of this escapade.

Totally a whole new adventure. New environment, new place, a whole new weather with the one and only whom I love wholeheartedly. What more could you ask for? It's a wonderful combination which I really wish could be extended for long. How long? A very, very long time. Maybe till forever? Cliché much? But what the hell I'm too excited and never want this to end or even spoil it. 

1 more night. The night where I've been waiting for so long. A simple night with a chance to unlock the mellifluous smile I've been yearning for oh so long... Please Evenstar. Work your magic. Please help me. I never intend to put any dent in anyone's birthday. Since it's the princess birthday, give me the up-most joy to celebrate it.

"The Evenstar..and she took a white gem like a star that lay upon her breast hanging upon a silver chain.. "

This beauty, enchanted pendant..was given by a lady to a man to show the undying love she has for him..yours sincerely on the other hand is gonna present it to a captivating princess to show undying love, acceptance and support.

It's too soon to mention anything for now. Advices have been given but none was heeded. Stop being an idiot..I was told. If only they know how it actually is like then maybe such remarks won't be heard by me..but oh well. Fuck these fuckers. This doesn't concern their lives but mine. Mine and mine only. Maybe perhaps the princess' life as well but for now no. It's just mine. As selfish as it could be, I always do not want to trouble anyone as much as possible. My shit, my problem. All of these to be solved by me. Obviously for all of these. I'm the fire starter.

Still a long way to go till we're finally "home". Being in a bus along with 40 others..being accompanied by an old cowboy movie and uncomfortable cold bumpy ride..really increases the boredom $ tiredness. It feels so good..to be resting with you..waking up to a sweet smile..and being far away from home with the only one that matters.. Never had this opportunity before..it's really awesome. Worry is always at the back of my mind..cause we are always there to make each other smile. Let it be flawless.  Please. No more "desolate shit" lying around  please leave.

2 days time. 2 more days. Just two more. It isn't that long. One can only be patient enough after going through a few milestones. It's definitely an event that needs to be cherished. Also..definitely one wear putting on a mask is terribly.. sacrilegious? You need to be sincere in times like this. If it's being faked..why bother doing so much. To get the sweetest outcome..one must always be sincere.

Hold onto yourself and also never ever lose trust in yourself. There's no one else that you're able to count on to except yourself. Yourself..yourself and yourself. Unless..maybe you're a twin? Cause they weren't born alone unlike most of us? Lucky them. T

Alright farewell lovelies!